each day feels different

A painted picture of the Universe / Roy de Maistre / 1920-1934

i cannot sleep but am completely calm. the yearning has gone, replaced with peace. wu wei, not forcing.
not attached to tomorrow, still. but still not wanting tomorrow to come because tomorrow ends today
and where i am now is a thousand miles away from yesterday
and yesterday i burned with desire and rage,
but i guess that’s just the way of things and i have to face that tomorrow i’ll be wearing a different face, riding a different wave of emotions, with new thoughts and movements and sights, smells, and sounds.
but it’s better to be here, not there, right now, instead of there, not here, like i tend to live on more left brain days. today is soft like the sheets i’m wrapped in, wrapped up like a baby, soft like a baby.

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